[Paleopsych] (no subject)

[Premise Checker]

Arbus Reconsidered
New York Times Magazine, 3.9.14 (note date)
By Arthur Lubow; Arthur Lubow is a contributing writer for the magazine
and last wrote about the Spanish chef Ferran Adria.


Giving a camera to Diane Arbus is like giving a hand grenade to a baby,"
Norman Mailer said after seeing how she had captured him, leaning back in a
velvet armchair with his legs splayed cockily. The quip was funny, but a little
off base. A camera for Arbus was like a latchkey. With one around her neck, she
could open almost any door. Fearless, tenacious, vulnerable -- the combination
conquered resistance. In an eye-opening sequence in "Revelations," the
compendious new book that is being published in tandem with a full-scale
retrospective at the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art, you discover with a
start the behind-the-scenes drama that produced her famous photograph of "A
Naked Man Being a Woman." As her title indicates, it is a portrait of a young
man standing naked in his apartment, genitals tucked out of sight, in a
Venus-on-the-half-shell pose. First she photographed him as a bouffant-haired
young matron on a park bench; then at home in a bra and half slip; unwigged and
unclothed a few moments later, with legs demurely crossed; up posing for the
prized shot; and finally, as a seemingly ordinary fellow back on a park bench.
Somehow, she had persuaded him to take her home and expose a secret life. It's
what she did again and again. "She got herself to go up to people on the street
and ask if she could photograph them," recalls her former husband, Allan Arbus.

"One thing she often said was, 'I'm just practicing."' He chuckles. "And
indeed, I guess she was."

During her lifetime, Arbus was lionized, but she was also lambasted for
being exploitative. Her suicide in 1971 seemed to corroborate the caricature of
her as a freaky ghoul. The critic Susan Sontag divined that Arbus photographed
"people who are pathetic, pitiable, as well as repulsive," from a vantage point
"based on distance, on privilege, on a feeling that what the viewer is asked to
look at is really other." Patricia Bosworth's biography in 1984 took the suicide
as an emblem of the life and told a lurid tale that is neatly summarized by the
tag line on the paperback edition: "HER CAMERA WAS THE WINDOW TO A TORTURED
SOUL." In The New York Review of Books, Jonathan Lieberson eviscerated Bosworth
's book but also deprecated Arbus's pictures as "mannered, static snapshots"
that were "chaste, icy, stylized." Chaste, icy, stylized? Arbus's friend Richard
Avedon, maybe. Not Diane Arbus.

Doon Arbus was 26 when Diane died. As the older daughter of a divorced
mother, she took on the responsibility of managing the estate. Her response to
the critics was to clamp the spigot shut. Arbus's letters, journals and diaries
could not be examined. Anyone wishing to reproduce Arbus photographs would have
to submit the book or article for Doon's vetting; any museum contemplating a
retrospective had to enlist her active collaboration. In almost all cases,
permission was denied. Unsurprisingly, critics and scholars fumed. As Anthony W.
Lee, the co-author of a new academic treatise, "Diane Arbus: Family Albums,"
puts it in an acid footnote, "Those familiar with the writings on Arbus's
photographs will recognize a common thread that joins them all, which this essay
also shares: nearly all are published without the benefit of reproductions of
some of her most famous work." That work now appeared in three handsome,
meticulous monographs, which over the last three decades Doon has compiled and
released.

So it comes as a shock to see -- in the first full-scale museum retrospective
since 1972 and in the book -- that Diane Arbus at long last is presented whole.
Together with the pictures that have become icons (the Jewish giant and his
bewildered parents, the disturbingly different identical twins, the in-process
transvestite in hair curlers, etc.), there are many of her photographs that have
never been seen (or even, in some cases, printed). Better still, there is a rich
assortment of extracts from her letters and journals that reveal her to be a
quirky, funny, first-rate writer, an extraordinarily loving mother and an
empathetic observer of her photographic subjects. More than 30 years after her
death, a new portrait is emerging of one of the most powerful American artists
of the 20th century, in the style that she favored. Uncropped.

Allan, who is now a trim and graceful white-haired man of 85, gave Diane her
first camera soon after they married in 1941. She was 18, and they had met five
years earlier, when he started working at Russek's department store on Fifth
Avenue in Manhattan, the fur and clothing emporium founded by her grandfather
and run by her father, David Nemerov. Diane was the second of three children
(her older brother, Howard, became a prize-winning poet). She was named for a
character in a play her mother enjoyed; as with her fictional namesake, it was
pronounced "Dee-ann." During Diane's childhood, the Nemerovs lived in large
apartments on Central Park West and on Park Avenue. "The family fortune always
seemed to me humiliating," she told the journalist Studs Terkel. "It was like
being a princess in some loathsome movie" set in "some kind of Transylvanian
obscure Middle European country." The public rooms were filled with reproduction
French furniture in slipcovers. In the Nemerovs' home life, as in their ritzy
clothing store, everything was for show.

Diane attended the Ethical Culture Fieldston School in the leafy Riverdale
section of the Bronx, where the student body was composed largely of the
children of affluent, liberal Jews. In art class, her renderings stood apart.
"She would look at a model and draw what none of us saw," recalls her classmate,
the screenwriter Stewart Stern. Yet she mistrusted her facility with a
paintbrush. "As soon as she finished something, she'd show it and they'd say,
'Oh, Diane, it's marvelous, it's marvelous,"' Allan recounts. Diane told Terkel
that praise of that sort "made me feel shaky." Her father enlisted the Russek's
fashion illustrator to give her lessons, but Diane lost interest in painting,
perhaps because it was easy for her. "I had a sense that if I were terrific at
it, it wasn't worth doing, and I had no real sense of wanting to do it," she
said.

She felt otherwise about the Graflex, a smaller version of the classic
newsman's camera, that she received from Allan. Photography suited her. She had
a sharp eye. "We once visited a cousin of mine," Allan recalls. "He had a large
bookcase, which extended -- " He indicates a span of 8 or 10 feet. "We sat on a
couch opposite the bookcase. Some weeks later, we visited him again, and Diane
said, 'Oh, you have a new book."' The newlyweds would study photographs in
galleries, especially Alfred Stieglitz's American Place, and in the Museum of
Modern Art. The Park Avenue apartment building in which Diane's parents lived
had a darkroom for the use of tenants. The young Arbuses appropriated it.

David Nemerov, who was wondering how his son-in-law intended to earn a
living, happily hired the couple to do advertising shoots for Russek's. "We were
living, breathing photographyat every moment," Allan says. "This was a way to
get paid for it." Although he and Diane admired the photojournalism of Henri
Cartier-Bresson, the heyday of the pictorial newsmagazine was about to fade
before the allure of television, and the excitement -- along with the
opportunity -- was in fashion magazines. The Second World War delayed until 1946
the debut of their fashion photography studio, which operated under the joint
credit "Diane & Allan Arbus." Diane came up with the ideas; Allan set up the
lights and camera, clicked the shutter, developed the film and printed the
proofs. The business was a success but unremittingly stressful. "We never felt
satisfied," Allan explains. "There was that awful seesaw. When Diane felt O.K.,
I would be in the dumps, and when I would be exhilarated, she would be
depressed." In retrospect, he says he thinks it was a mistake to demand a
concept for each shoot rather than simply photograph models in front of white
no-seam paper, as Avedon did in Harper's Bazaar to great acclaim. "I guess we
figured if we photographed the way Dick did, it wouldn't come out," he says. "We
were afraid to try it. I remember one day Dick just popped into the studio. We
were talking back and forth. I said, 'When we started in this, I thought it
would be so easy.' He said, 'Isn't it?"'

In 1951, they closed down the studio and escaped to Europe with their
6-year-old daughter, Doon. (Their second child, Amy, would be born three years
later.) But the respite lasted only a year. Once back, it was the same grind for
four more years until, one night in 1956, Diane quit. "I can't do it anymore,"
she told Allan unexpectedly one evening. Her voice rose an octave. "I'm not
going to do it anymore." Although unprepared, Allan understood. "At a fashion
sitting, I was the one operating the camera," he says. "I was directing the
models on what to do. And Diane would have to go in and pin the dress if it wasn
't hanging right. It was demeaning to her. It was a repulsive role." At first he
was terrified of operating without her. "But it came out all right," he says.
"In some ways, it was easier to work, because I didn't have that load of Diane's
dissatisfaction to deal with."

Soon after Arbus's death, the art director Marvin Israel -- who was her
lover, colleague, critic and goad -- told a television journalist: "It could be
argued that for Diane the most valuable thing wasn't the photograph itself, the
art object; it was the event, the experience. . . . The photograph is like her
trophy -- it's what she received as the reward for this adventure." Today, when
you shuffle through the lifeless photos by imitators in the Arbus idiom, you are
reminded of how much time Arbus spent with so many of her subjects and of how
fascinated she was by their lives. She invested the energy in them that a
painter like Lucian Freud or Francis Bacon would devote to repeated portrait
sittings; but unlike Freud or Bacon, who chose their intimates as their
subjects, Arbus picked strangers and, through her infectious empathy, was able
to transform these subjects into intimates. "She was an emissary from the world
of feeling," says the photographer Joel Meyerowitz. "People opened up to her in
an emotional way, and they yielded their mystery." Without sentimentalizing them
or ignoring their failings, she liked and admired her freaks. She first met
Eddie Carmel, the Jewish giant, almost a decade before she took her
extraordinary photograph of him with his parents. You feel that had she never
gotten the picture, Arbus still would have considered the time with Carmel well
spent.

Robert Brown, a neighbor and friend who often breakfasted with the Arbuses
when they lived on East 72nd, recalls a Sunday morning, probably in 1957, when
Allan showed Diane a newspaper item that he knew would interest her: the circus
was coming to town. The troupe would be debarking from a train early the next
morning and parading to Madison Square Garden. "Let's go!" Diane said. Allan was
too busy, but Brown, who is an actor, accompanied her to the parade and then
drove her to Madison Square Garden. Coming to pick her up three hours later,
Brown asked the backstage doorman where she was. "Oh, the photographer?" the man
answered. "She never got very far." He pointed. She was sitting on the floor
with the midgets. "I don't think she was snapping," Brown says. "She was getting
involved."

Arbus trawled the city, getting deeply involved with the people who caught
her eye: the sideshow performers at Hubert's Dime Museum and Flea Circus, the
cross-dressers at Club 82, the moonstruck visionaries with handmade helmets and
crackpot theories, the magicians and fortunetellers and self-proclaimed
prophets. But she also pursued more "ordinary" types -- the swimmers at Coney
Island, the strollers down Fifth Avenue, the people on benches in Central Park.
At first, she was shy about getting too close. Sometimes she would catch her
quarry unawares, from a distance, and then crop the image to give a close-up
effect. But she wasn't happy doing that. "We were very against cropping," Allan
says. She wanted to capture her subjects whole and unaltered, before adding them
to her "butterfly collection."

Many of her pictures from the 50's are grainy, in the style of
Cartier-Bresson, Robert Frank and other documentary photographers of the time.
"The reduced tonal scale makes it seem like a copy of a copy, like an old record
that's faded and a lot of the information is gone," says John Szarkowski,
curator emeritus of photography at the Museum of Modern Art. "Which is fine for
a certain kind of description, where you know you're not getting everything." In
the late 50's, however, something mysterious transformed Arbus's work. "I don't
think there is any development," Szarkowski says. "It happened all at once.
Basically, it was like St. Paul on the road to Damascus." Allan is more
specific: "That was Lisette. Three sessions and Diane was a photographer."

Diane took her first course with Lisette Model in 1956. Earlier she had
studied briefly with Berenice Abbott and Alexey Brodovitch, but Model had a far
greater impact on her artistically and personally. "Model was able to instill in
Arbus a self-confidence of approach and engagement that really released her,"
says Peter C. Bunnell, curator emeritus of photography at Princeton University.
"Arbus in her own personality was rather shy. Not what Lisette was, in a
European tradition, an independent, aggressive woman." Model's great influence
on Arbus came through their conversations about the art of photography. "After
three months, her style was there," Model told the writer Phillip Lopate. "First
only grainy and two-tone. Then perfection." Arbus, shortly before her death,
told her own class of students, "It was my teacher, Lisette Model, who finally
made it clear to me that the more specific you are, the more general it'll be."

The Arbuses' professional split was followed in 1959 by a personal one. Diane
and the girls moved to a converted stable in the West Village. It was a subtle
separation. Allan maintained the fashion photography business under the joint
credit. He continued to test Diane's new cameras and to have his assistants
develop her film. She printed her photos in his darkroom. He managed their joint
finances, and he often came for Sunday breakfast. However, despite the
persistence of their bond, the separation and eventual divorce forced -- and
liberated -- Diane to step out on her own. "I always felt that it was our
separation that made her a photographer," Allan says. "I couldn't have stood for
her going to the places she did. She'd go to bars on the Bowery and to people's
houses. I would have been horrified."

   Certainly, Diane was traveling far from the white seamless world of fashion
photography. Because so many of her subjects lived on the fringes of polite
society, her pictures provoked a controversy that has yet to die down. Most
people today who are familiar with the name "Diane Arbus" would probably
identify her as "the photographer of freaks." This stereotype insulates them
from the power of the photographs. Portraits of sideshow freaks constitute a
small portion of Arbus's output. On the other hand, it is true that she adored
them. "There's a quality of legend about freaks," she told a Newsweek reporter.
"Like a person in a fairy tale who stops you and demands that you answer a
riddle." She said that she would "much rather be a fan of freaks than of movie
stars, because movie stars get bored with their fans, and freaks really love for
someone to pay them honest attention." But the word "freak" is so vague and
charged that it can be misleading. Arbus did not photograph people who were
disfigured by calamity -- fire, toxic poisoning, war. She was not a
photojournalist like W. Eugene Smith. She did not chase after victims. The
pacifist Paul Salstrom once traveled with her to a motel that his aunt managed
near Los Angeles. After the aunt agreed to be photographed, Salstrom inquired if
Arbus would also like to photograph his uncle, but she declined. "My uncle had a
large growth on the back of his neck," Salstrom explains. "She said, 'I'm not
going to ask him, because I feel sorry for him."'

   Arbus regarded circus freaks as "aristocrats" and female impersonators as
gender-barrier pioneers. To her, there was nothing pathetic or repulsive about
them. One of her most famous pictures is "A Young Brooklyn Family Going for a
Sunday Outing, N.Y.C., 1966." With teased black hair and heavily outlined
eyebrows, the woman is made up to look like Elizabeth Taylor, an aspiration
that, inevitably, she has not quite achieved. Her arms are overburdened with a
large pocketbook, a camera in its case, a leopard-patterned coat and a big baby
girl, and although she is looking straight ahead, she seems preoccupied. Her
baby's arms and face are extended forward, as is the honest, open gaze of her
husband. The only off-kilter figure in this upstanding group is their son, a
mentally retarded boy, his eyes, head and body all askew, his small hand held by
his father. Unlike the mother, the father is grasping onto nothing else but his
son, whose crooked body fills the gap between the parents. As another photo in
"Revelations" establishes, Arbus spent some time in this family's home. She
later wrote, "They were undeniably close in a painful sort of way."

   Arbus's choice of subject matter was not especially novel. From the
transvestites of Brassai to the circus dwarf of Bruce Davidson, odd-looking and
socially transgressive people have always attracted the attention of
photographers. But even when those photographers took you backstage, you still
felt that you were at a performance. Arbus went home with her subjects,
literally and emotionally. That's why her portraits of a young man in hair
curlers or a half-dressed dwarf in bed retain the power to shock. It's not the
subjects that unnerve us: her photographs of a middle-class woman in pearls or a
pair of twins with headbands can be just as startling. What shocks is the
intimacy. "I don't like to arrange things," she said. "If I stand in front of
something, instead of arranging it, I arrange myself." When she took a picture,
she instinctively found the right place to stand. Her vantage point denied the
viewer any protective distance.

   Once she parachuted out of fashion photography, Arbus relied on magazine
editors for assignments. Her empathetic curiosity and undivided focus --
"whatever the moment presented, she was in it," says her friend Mary Sellers --
made her a remarkable reporter. On a trip Arbus took to Los Angeles in 1964,
Robert Brown, who by then was living there, chauffeured her to Mae West's house
on two successive days. When he picked her up the first night, she was bubbling
with excitement. "You know what we did most of the time?" she told him. "She's
got a locked room with models in plaster of all the men she's had sex with -- of
their erections." Reminiscing about her former lovers, West had waxed rhapsodic:
"Each one is different: the way they sigh, the way they moan, the way they move;
even the feel of them, their flesh is just a little different. . . . There's a
man for every mood." Arbus took it all down for the article she would write. She
probably waited until the next day, by which point West would have been
completely charmed and relaxed, to take the visual record of the septuagenarian
sexpot -- in negligee, backlighted by the merciless Southern California sun.
"Mae West hated the pictures," Allan Arbus recalls. "Because they were truthful.
"

   A waiflike figure with huge green eyes, a goofy grin and a girlish giggle,
Arbus would roam the city, laden down with camera equipment. Her blend of
whispery fragility and unstoppable tenacity was very seductive. "She had this
little squeaky voice, completely unarming because she was so childlike and her
interest so genuine," says the photographer Larry Fink, who observed her working
in New York parks. "So she would hover there and smile and be a little
embarrassed, with her Mamiyaflex going. She would wait for people to relax, or
to get so tense that they would be the opposite of relaxed, with much the same
effect." Sandra Reed, the albino sword swallower who is the subject of one of
Arbus's most arresting late photographs, recalls Arbus, clad in denim, coming up
to her before the circus opened. "I thought it was someone wanting an autograph,
" Reed says. "She would get a rapport going between you and her. She asked me
how it was to travel around, places I'd seen, things I'd done. She was very
relaxed, a very ordinary person. She talked to me about the sword-swallowing,
how I did it. We talked for quite some time, an hour, maybe two. She asked me if
I would mind to be in full costume, and I said, 'No problem."' Reed performed
her act, and Arbus photographed her. The shoot, Reed thinks, took about 45
minutes.

   "People were interested in Diane, just as interested in her as she was in
them," Szarkowski says. He first met Arbus late in 1962. He had recently
succeeded Edward Steichen as director of photography at the Museum of Modern
Art, and Arbus was picking up a portfolio of her work that she had dropped off
for review. "It was an accident," he says. "I came out of my office, so my
assistant introduced us somewhat embarrassedly. I liked her immediately. She was
a person with a very lively intelligence. So the conversation went on, and it
got to the point where she asked what I thought of the work." Arbus's portfolio
consisted mostly of portraits of eccentric New Yorkers that she had done for
Harper's Bazaar. Szarkowski remembers telling her: "'I don't find it quite
right. It seems to me the photographs don't fit what your intention is."'

   They were grainy 35-millimeter pictures, the sort that photojournalists
snapped on the fly. "Technically, they looked a little bit like Robert Frank,
not quite like Bill Klein," Szarkowski says. "I said to her, 'It seems to me
what you're interested in is much more permanent, ceremonial, eidetic."' He then
pointed to an anomalous photograph she had taken with a large Rolleiflex camera
that produces a more finely detailed, square negative. "'That's what you're
looking for; it's like Sander,"' Szarkowski recalls saying to her. "Maybe it was
my North Wisconsin accent. She said, 'Who's Sander?"'

   Perhaps it was his twang, or maybe Arbus was momentarily distracted, because
she certainly was familiar by then with the work of the great German
photographer August Sander. Shrewd as Szarkowski was to recognize the affinity,
Sander had been brought to her attention two years earlier by Marvin Israel, who
would prove to be the most astute and important champion of Arbus's work.
Israel, like Arbus, was a person who thrived on contradictions. He was raised in
a well-off New York Jewish family (the money came from a women's-clothing
business) but affected a down-at-the-heels bohemian style. A protege of Alexey
Brodovitch, who galvanized American magazine design with the electric energy of
the Bauhaus and Russian Constructivism, Israel was art director of Seventeen in
the late 50's and then himself became the art director of Brodovitch's baby,
Harper's Bazaar. He worked in a dusty, cluttered three-floor studio in the
cupola of a building on lower Fifth Avenue, amid the cacophony of birdcalls (a
parrot and a caged crow being the loudest) and the barking of a vicious adopted
stray mongrel, named Marvin. "Shut up, Marvin," he would bark back.

   In late November 1959, a few months after moving into the West Village
carriage house, Arbus met Israel, and they became lovers. Their intense
friendship and professional collaboration would continue until the end of her
life.

   Israel gave Arbus a portfolio of Sander photographs from a 1959 issue of the
Swiss magazine Du, seeing immediately that Sander was the photographer whose
ambition and perspicacity most resembled her own. Sander set himself a
monumental task -- "to see things as they are and not as they should or might be
"; by so doing, he thought he could provide a "physiognomic image of an age." In
his Teutonic thoroughness and anthropological zeal, Sander was a creature of his
place and time; as an artist, however, he transcends those categories. Sander
was after clarity. He printed on the shiny smooth paper normally used for
technical illustrations, and he ignored the introduction of panchromatic glass
plates that would obscure blemishes. He typically spent an hour or more talking
with his subject before taking the photograph, and whenever possible, he
scheduled the sitting in the subject's home, not in a studio, to capture more of
the truth.

   In the next generation, Bernd and Hilla Becher took up Sander's typological
mania and ran with it. What fascinated Arbus about Sander was the psychological
inquiry, which she adopted and pushed as far as she could. Arbus photographed
many of the same subjects as Sander (carnival performers, midgets, women in
slinky dresses, blind people, twins). Comparing their work is instructive. For
example, Sander's portrait of fraternal twins, from 1925, shows a timid,
eager-to-please girl and a dour, conventional little boy; you can see, as in
embryo, the roles in society that they are preparing to play. In contrast, there
is nothing sociological about Arbus's 1967 portrait of identical twin girls in
Roselle, N.J. Instead, she has taken a kind of psychological X-ray. The girl on
the right smiles angelically and trustingly. The one on the left is slightly
off: her eyes are misaligned, her mouth is suspiciously pursed, her stockings
are bunched at the knees, even the bobby pins on her white headband have slipped
below her eyes. Wearing identical frocks, the girls are standing so close that
they seem to be joined in one body, two aspects of the same soul. "What's left
after what one isn't is taken away is what one is," Arbus wrote in a notebook in
1959. That aphorism could be the caption to this picture.

   Marvin Israel said that when he was at Bazaar, he wanted to assign Arbus to
photograph every person in the world. In the early heady days of their affair,
when she was peppering Israel with almost daily postcards, Arbus once wrote him
that "everyone today looked remarkable just like out of August Sander pictures,
so absolute and immutable down to the last button, feather, tassel or stripe.
All odd and splendid as freaks and nobody able to see himself, all of us victims
of the especial shape we come in." By the time Arbus picked up a camera, the
termite-riddled social order of Sander's day had crumbled. She was fascinated by
people who were visibly creating their own identities -- cross-dressers,
nudists, sideshow performers, tattooed men, the nouveau riche, the movie-star
fans -- and by those who were trapped in a uniform that no longer provided any
security or comfort. Arbus's friend Adrian Allen, who began her career as an
assistant to the legendary Brodovitch, recalls going through the layout of the
posthumous monograph that Doon and Israel put together and seeing with shock the
image of a woman she had known, seated on a park bench. In her three-strand
necklace and helmetlike bouffant hairdo, Arbus's subject seems riven by secret
hopelessness. "I had never seen this woman look like that before," Allen says.
"She was always laughing, smiling, covering up what was underneath." Somehow,
like a dowser of despair, Arbus had picked up the signal of misery. Not long
after the picture was taken, the woman in the bouffant hairdo committed suicide.

   Because Arbus took her own life, many people assume that she was constantly
grim. Actually, she was an enthusiastic woman with a highly honed sense of the
absurd, who was afflicted by blasts of bleakness. "She was a very lively person,
" Szarkowski says. "She had a very vivacious mind. She was never a depressed
person in my presence." Allan Arbus, who knew her as well as anyone did, saw a
fuller picture. "I was intensely aware of these violent changes of mood," he
says. "There were times when it was just awful, and there were times. . . . "
His expression mimics fizzy exhilaration. Diane preferred receiving confidences
to giving them, one reason photography was her natural medium. "She wanted to
contend with something else, not express herself," Doon says.

   The relationship with Israel was painful for Arbus. Married to Margie Ponce
Israel, a brilliant but emotionally troubled artist, he was not as reliably
available or emotionally supportive as Arbus wished. "Diane made no secret of
the fact that she was waiting and waiting for Marvin's attention," says
Elisabeth Sussman, co-curator of the show at the San Francisco Museum of Modern
Art, who has gone through Arbus's journals, letters and date books. Arbus did
not talk to most of her friends about Israel. Unusually, the artist Mary Frank
knew them both independently. "A desire to be cared for is a very human
instinct," Frank says. "Marvin could not have given Diane that feeling. He was a
very complicated person, and interested in his own powers. He was capable of
kindness, but then there was this explosive aspect." Frank says that she saw
Arbus despondent a couple of times, and "it definitely had to do with Marvin."
Where Allan gave Diane technical advice and emotional bolstering, Israel excited
her to take on new projects and challenges. "He was always interested in artists
pushing as hard as they could toward their own obsessions or perversities," says
the writer Lawrence Shainberg, who was a close friend.

   Like Arbus, Israel loved to explore the seamier precincts of New York. They
didn't have to go far. Forty-Second Street was very different then: "everyone
winking and nudging and raising their eyebrows and running their hands through
their marcelled hair and I saw one of your seeing blind men and a man like you
have told me about with the pale ruined face-that-isn't-there and a thousand
lone conspirators," Arbus wrote Israel. Some of those trophies appeared publicly
when she agreed with much trepidation to be included, along with Lee Friedlander
and Garry Winogrand, in an exhibition, "New Documents," that opened at the
Museum of Modern Art in February 1967. Like the contemporaneous "New Journalists
" in Esquire and New York (Arbus worked for both magazines), the newfangled
documentary photographers in this show made the seeing eye a part of the
picture. To her relief, Arbus adored the way her work looked hanging in the
museum galleries. "I've been here as many times as I can get here -- I love it,"
she told a reporter. However, her ambivalence about presenting her photographs
as art objects remained. In March 1969, in Midtown New York, Lee Witkin opened
the first commercially viable gallery devoted to photography. Arbus agreed to
let him display some of her pictures, but she declined his offer of a large
exhibition. Although she accepted offers to lecture and sold prints to museums,
she always voiced her doubts about whether she was ready for this attention.

   In the months after the New Documents show, she bristled with new ideas. "She
would have 30 projects at once," Allan says. But then she would fall into funks
that were harder and harder for her to pull out of. "She was in so much pain,
and really struggling with what the meaning of her life was," Mary Sellers says.
"I had never felt her to be as fragile and unsure."

   When the lease came up on the carriage house, Arbus was forced to move, in
January 1968, to a less attractive apartment in the East Village. She had had a
serious bout of hepatitis two years earlier; in 1968, she suffered a relapse.
Maybe most unsettling to her was Allan's decision to move to Los Angeles in June
1969 to pursue an acting career. "I guess it was oddly enough the finality of
Allan leaving (for Calif.) that so shook me," she wrote to her friend Carlotta
Marshall. "He had been gone somewhat for a hundred years but suddenly it was no
more pretending. This was it. . . . I am learning all over again it seems how to
live, how to make a living, how to do what I want and what I don't, all sorts of
commonsensical things I have tended to make a big deal about." One of the things
that she had to learn was how to develop film, because Allan was closing his
darkroom. Although she had always made her own prints, she relied on his
assistants for processing film. "It was hard for her to take over this part of
photography," he says. The technical aspects never appealed to her. "She was
very funny about her cameras," he continues. "If one didn't work, she would put
it aside and then pick it up the next day to see if it had gotten better." Yet
she knew precisely what look she was after, and she would improvise technically
to achieve it. In 1965, she began printing her negatives with the black border
exposed -- as if to emphasize both that this image was uncropped and thus
unaltered, and also (sabotaging its pretensions to truth) that in the end it was
only a photograph. "For me the subject of the picture is always more important
than the picture," she once said. "And more complicated."

   In the last two years of her life, she was working on a project that
delighted her deeply. Through a relative of Adrian Allen, she obtained
permission to photograph at institutions for the severely retarded in New
Jersey. These pictures, which Doon posthumously labeled the "Untitled" series,
represent a sharp departure from Arbus's previous work. Combining flash
unpredictably with daylight and catching her subjects on the move, she was
relinquishing control and embracing the accidental. She wrote Allan that the
photographs "are very blurred and variable, but some are gorgeous. FINALLY what
I've been searching for, and I seem to have discovered sunlight, late afternoon
early winter sunlight. It's just marvelous. In general I seem to have perverted
your brilliant technique all the way round, bending it over backward you might
say till it's JUST like snapshots but better." In her notebook, she devoted five
pages to individual descriptions of her retarded subjects. Writing to Amy, she
explained: "Some of them are so small that their shoulder would fit right under
my arm and I would pat them and their head would fall on my chest. They are the
strangest combination of grown-up and child I have ever seen. One lady kept
saying over and over: 'I'm sorry, I'm sorry.' After a while one of the staff
said, 'That's all right but don't do it again' and she quieted down. . . . I
think you'd like them."

   Adrian Allen went to see the photographs in the Westbeth artist-housing
complex in the West Village, which is where Arbus moved from East 10th Street in
January 1970. "The whole floor was filled with that project," Allen recalls. "At
first I found it kind of awful to look at these people. Then, as I started to
look at the larger prints and found how the people connected with her -- they
were the sort of people who couldn't connect with anybody, but that quality she
had of getting people to let her in, even if they were mad or retarded -- in
those pictures, I sensed her presence." Allen understood that Arbus's excitement
arose from her attachment to her retarded subjects. "She loved the photographs
because they illustrated the connection." She had devoted so much energy to
getting people to doff their masks. Now, with these mentally impaired people,
she found a transparency of expression. Oddly, in many of her most famous
photographs of them, they are wearing masks for Halloween.

   Sometimes the work would buoy her spirits, but not for long. "She was always,
always both devoted to and loathing of photography," Mary Sellers says. "She was
always wondering not was it good enough, but was it true enough."

   In many of her late photographs, she returned to her early practice of
capturing people who were unaware of her camera. But the effect was different
now. She was a mature artist, and she could find the intimacy she wanted in
unexpected ways. So that in "A Woman Passing, N.Y.C., 1971," the determined
hunch of the walk, the proudly chic uplift of the hat and the liver-spotted hand
gripping the pocketbook make us feel we know this woman as well as if we had
read a novel about her. As early as 1967, Diane wrote to Amy: "I suddenly
realized that when I photograph people I don't anymore want them to look at me.
(I used nearly always to wait for them to look me in the eye but now it's as if
I think I will see them more clearly if they are not watching me watching them.)
"

   One of the many misperceptions about Arbus is that her work, in its emotional
toll and immersion in the "dark side," contributed to a fatal despair. In fact,
her work elated her. "She made it seem like a lark," says Michael Flanagan, a
friend of hers and Israel's, who worked for a time as Allan's assistant and
developed her negatives. "The pictures were sometimes dark and scary, but she
was lighthearted, like it was an adventure for her." The doubts and depressions
were triggered by other causes, sometimes by a sense of abandonment, at times by
an internal biological flux she could neither understand nor control. "I go up
and down a lot," she wrote Carlotta Marshall in late 1968. "Maybe I've always
been like that. Partly what happens though is I get filled with energy and joy
and I begin lots of things or think about what I want to do and get all
breathless with excitement and then quite suddenly either through tiredness or a
disappointment or something more mysterious the energy vanishes, leaving me
harassed, swamped, distraught, frightened by the very things I thought I was so
eager for! I'm sure this is quite classic." She went to visit Allan and his new
wife, Mariclare Costello, in Los Angeles in the fall of 1970. He remembers that
once, while driving in the car, she told him: "I took a pill before we left and
I feel much better. It's all chemical."

   Marshall saw her several times in mid-July 1971, on a visit to New York from
Holland, where she now lived. At their last get-together, they stayed up late,
talking. "We talked about suicide and death, but we talked about everything,"
Marshall says. "I just didn't pay special attention to the fact that she brought
it up. It wasn't a morbid discussion." On July 26, when Marshall was on a ship
heading back to Europe, Allan was acting in a movie in Santa Fe, Doon was
working on a book in Paris, Amy was attending summer school in Massachusetts and
Israel was weekending with his wife at Avedon's house on Fire Island, Arbus
swallowed a number of barbiturates, climbed fully dressed into her bathtub and
cut her wrists with a razor blade. Two days later, Israel went to her apartment
and found the body.

   Arbus was 48 when she died. In the autopsy report, the Medical Examiner's
Office left this tantalizing observation: "Diary suggestive of suicidal intent,
taken on July 26th, noted." The on-the-scene medical investigator's report
refers to a "'Last Supper' note," and Lawrence Shainberg, one of three friends
whom Israel called to wait with him for the police to arrive, recalls seeing the
words "Last Supper" written on a page of her open diary. What could she have
meant? At the Last Supper, Jesus said that the wine and unleavened bread were
his blood and body, containing eternal life -- a black-humor analogy for someone
slashing her wrists and gulping fatal tablets. He also said that he would be
betrayed by someone very close to him.

   Did Arbus leave other clues in her date book? We don't know. The diary page
for the 26th, and for the two pages following, have been neatly excised. "I've
stared at that book for I can't say how long," says Sussman, the co-curator.
That Arbus took secrets with her to the grave is completely in character. She
collected other people's mysteries and divulged few of her own. "I never thought
that I knew all her secrets," Allan says. (Asked if she knew all of his, he
says, "Probably.") The diaries, notebooks and letters that are included in the
museum retrospective and in "Revelations" enable us to come closer to seeing
Arbus in the way that she saw her subjects -- with an unexpected, even
unsettling, intimacy. Never for a second, however, do we feel that we have
exhausted the mystery.

GRAPHIC: Photos: Diane Arbus in Washington Square Park, April 2, 1967
(Photograph by Fred Gurner); Family business: Diane and her husband, Allan, in a
1947 Glamour article, top; and their work in Vogue in 1953 and '54, bottom.
(Photographs by Diane And Allen Arbus); ' 'A Jewish giant at home with his
parents in the Bronx, N.Y., 1970.' ' (Photograph by Diane Arbus); Left: Diane
with her daughters, Doon (left) and Amy, on Shelter Island in 1956. Right: Diane
with her mentor and lover Marvin Israel at Westbeth around 1971. (Photographs by
left: Allan Arbus, right, Cosmos Savage); "Identical Twins, Roselle, N.J., 1967.
"; A picture from the "Untitled" series Arbus worked on during the last two
years of her life. (Photographs by Diane Arbus)